She was always thinking about what could be. The consequences of her thoughts. The consequences of her choices. The consequences of her actions. Everything she did, always ended up in misery. All she wanted was to move forward. To follow the path of her heart, even though it wasn’t the familiar, it was good. And all the good she did, ended up in the worse. How she handled that, was up to her. Will she be like everyone else just to keep them silent? Or will she continue her own path, including all the misery? She knew the last thing was all she could, because it was pure. It was different. It was real. She was real. Forever.
She was losing the safest place on earth, the love of her life, the soul of her being. How could she exist without the one who cherished her? How could she live when all there is left is emptiness? She cherished every light, she cherished every sparkle, to remember the greatest gift she had ever known that is called love.
Life wasn’t easy when taking the roads of the unknown. Facing unfamiliar challenges on her own. Choosing a way of life which was not the same as many. However this was where her heart was beating for. This was the life she was meant to follow. Even with the difficulties and heartache she knew it was her road to wisdom, love and unconditional satisfaction