Create my picture

This website is like my public diary. Everything I write is written from my heart and soul. Whether it is a fictional story, a short blog or my poetry. It’s all me. It’s all Vera. Or Verawaty. Or Pherawaty. It’s all me. That is why I can be proud on this website. It’s my accomplishment. Which is also the scary part. Everyone can read what went through my mind.

How can I write about sadness and grief? How can I write about love and deceit? Did I experience it? And how did I experience it? As the victim? Or was I the cause?

Neither of those questions will be answered. It will take all the mystery away that makes me me. Little by little I will unravel some elements. You have to read further than the words, sentences and chapters on my website. The LVCH fairytales. LVCH Magazine I should call it.

Not a website, but a magazine. I have to name it, to believe it. The LVCH Magazine is full of mystery, beauty and courage. All characters are women to be proud of. Women you want to be. With their mysteries and their flaws. I can say, they are all part of me. With them I show you pieces from my puzzle. If you find them, tell me. I don’t have the original picture for you. It’s on me and you to create the whole image, that’s called me.

๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿ’‹ Verawaty

Lose and love

Living from the heart seems so vulnerable and dangerous to many

But can save so many who have lost their heart and soul in brutal ways

It takes courage and wisdom

To answer these questions of life

When we are so used to protect

Ourselves over the souls of others

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๐Ÿน๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿ’—๐ŸŒธ

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#bebrave #chooselove #respect #fromtheheart #heart #heartandsoul #love

Vallen, opstaan en door

Ontwikkeling wordt vergeten, onderschat en ondergewaardeerd. Niet altijd allemaal bij dezelfde persoon of instantie. Ook niet met opzet. Soms zijn we gewoon zo druk met de zaken die op dit moment spelen en dat is natuurlijk niet verkeerd. Er zijn momenten dat je ook gericht moet zijn op het nu, maar om het nu te hanteren is een visie voor de toekomst nodig. Een einddoel. Of een subdoel wat een onderdeel is van het einddoel. lvChaos is voor mij beiden en weer een nieuwe stap voor mijn onderneming. Wat is begonnen met Verawaty wordt aangevuld met lvChaos. Hoe dit vorm gaat krijgen, is nog een verrassing. Een impressie is te vinden via @lvchfairytales ~ het staat in ieder geval voor vernieuwen, doorgaan en ontwikkelen, ondanks de tegenslagen. Ontwikkeling gaat met vallen en opstaan, maar uiteindelijk komen we wel verder dan we waren ~ ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฝ๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿน ~ #lvchaos #love #chaos #inspiration #inspiratie #ontwikkeling #ondernemen #zelfontwikkeling #zzp #freelance #freelancer

Doubt and surrender

At this moment I wonder if I will ever be able to surrender to yoga. Surrender in a way I can trust the process. Like doing a pose. Not for performing the pose, but to experience the pose. So I need to experience yoga rather than doing yoga. Experiencing yoga is more difficult. You need to surrender and I donโ€™t know how. So that is where I am at this moment. Surrender, experiencing my doubts and practice yoga again. So someday I will experience the complete surrender to yoga and hopefully find my inner peace. Itโ€™s a long way… ~ ๐Ÿง˜โ€โ™€๏ธ โ˜๏ธ~ #yoga #yogagirl #yogainspiration #yogalifestyle #yogalife #yogapractice #yogahealing #healing #healingjourney

Foto: by Verawaty

Breathe and be strong

Breathing is one of the exercises of yoga. It sounds easy, but itโ€™s not. The way of breathing is so much different than I was used to and in the beginning it gave me a sense of restlessness. When doing my final relaxation exercise, a feeling of panic sometimes came over me. So much I became afraid of it. Luckily I pulled through and it seems breathing becomes more controlled. At least I thought. Itโ€™s still a learning process, as my panic and anxiety attacks are not cured. Yoga will hopefully help me in controlling these states and feeling stronger in moments that I fear all these years ~ ๐Ÿน๐ŸŒธ~ #yoga #yogahealing #yogainspiration #yogagirl #yogalife #yogalifestyle #anxiety #panicattack